06.14.03
this is a new thing i’m doing…for all the music I’m playing on KALX Radio - i’m going to track them here….
to check out my other playlists - go to my Queenkv - DJ Diva site….
i tell ya…it’s hard to get up the flash inspiration, these days….
June 27, 2003
June 26, 2003
6.14.03
this is a new thing i’m doing…for all the music I’m playing on KALX Radio - i’m going to track them here….
to check out my other playlists - go to my Queenkv - DJ Diva site….
i tell ya…it’s hard to get up the flash inspiration, these days….
busy day
so - one more photo web thingie to try out…..
pbase.com/queenkv
please let me know what ya think….I uploaded pix from the day we found out Jennifer’s moving in with us - to our little house in the Richmond Hills….
gene is so dreamy! i love this song 
June 25, 2003
started off my day laughing
i figured some of strongbad’s antics would put me in a good mood….i was cracking up…
and my co-worker was looking at me funny….
busy day
plenty of screwed up computers to keep me occupied….
the other day, i had some tech dudes from wurster ask me about the wireless access points. i didn’t feel comfortable giving them the tour of the place, so i told them to email helpdesk and that the chief sys admin dude would help them out.
then one asked , “I don’t mean to be rude, but is it that you don’t know where they are or that you can’t tell us?”
June 24, 2003
scum of the earth
Googlism for: queenkv
queenkv is finally graduating from college
(from googlism)
here’s one more thing on me
Main Entry: manáic-deápresásive
Pronunciation: “ma-nik-di-’pre-siv
Function: adjective
Date: 1902
: characterized either by mania or by depression or by alternating mania and depression
- manic-depressive noun
(from Merriam-Webster)
that’s kinda me….alternating mania and depression….i’m on the swing motion down. thanks mark, kick me while i’m down 
June 21, 2003
bryan….you’re a freak
i came across my buddy’s obituary on his website.
“Paying team members of the European Go Anywhere Do Something (EGADS) adventure team were shocked and left stranded next to a broken-down shopping cart when Tolmachoff collapsed.”
Bryan…you’re a freak. A funny one, but certainly a freak.
June 20, 2003
i’m pissed off
it’s better than feeling sorry for myself…this doesn’t make any sense. a few months ago, when everybody pitied me - i was assured i could get adminstrative leave for the trauma i experienced. it seemed only fair, especially since ucpd told me this guy most likely got admintrative leave, with pay, for the investigation conducted by the rsf….
so, i was a good worker bee. i took a week off from sick time. i toughed it wth horrible customers. i worked my ass for my department….
and i plan on taking off next month for a vacation. i figured, well, that would be a nice time to save my vacation time and take advantage of that admin leave that everyone said i was entitled to.
but now….i was told it would have to be admin leave without pay. is that fair? does that make any sense to you? this jerk - who basically got away, scot free, was put on essentially a paid vacation, while the rsf tried to figure out what went wrong. then he resigned without consequences….and now, when i try to take a break - i’m told i won’t have the same benefits as him. it doesn’t make any sense to me….
this is really fucking with my ablity to work.
i realize that i’m losing everything and everyone. the two girls who i confided to, are leaving california - one is going to france and the other is leaving washington dc. i can’t talk to wes as much, not with his new girlfriend. lord knows i don’t want to screw that up for him….
who do i have left? who would give me a break?
i’m breaking down in tears. can hardly get a grip.
why should i keep trying? who’s going to fucking care?
yeah…now i’m starting to fucking feel sorry for myself
June 19, 2003
hey…i’m a palm o/s
the good news…i’m not as evil as microsoft…..and i’m not as smart as UNIX…..
i guess i’m a happy medium
Which OS are You?
June 18, 2003
at the salt mines
we got some beautiful weather, here in the bay area…
sunglasses weather
i miss reading outside. i use to do that, when i was an undergrad….next to Moses Hall - there was this little courtyard. i’d haul over my required reading paperback books for comp lit and other writing courses….of course i’d avoid bringing out my stat books and my pre-calc books…..the whole point was enjoy the sunshine and not to rue all the wonderful outside distractions. during my junior year, i tended to be a bit lax on the whole attendance bit for my film classes. i figured i could always hit movie image and rent the films i missed. i reasoned that since it was such a warm day - i was going to fall asleep in class, anyways. so, i might as well fall asleep on the grass, next to strawberry creek…..with my dark skin, i wasn’t in much danger of sunburn from these impromptu naps. i would love to do that again, during my lunch breaks from work. but now i have to worry about getting back to my office after an hour or so. don’t want to risk lying out on the grass, all afternoon.
