argh….is this the type of girl you want to date???!!!???!!!??
-Motherly- You’re the motherly type. You love to
take care of the one you love, and generally
you can be a bit overprotective and possessive,
but you know, that isn’t always such a bad
thing. At least you’ll be a good mom in the
future.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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am i? really? eeck! sounds very much like an Oedipus Complex….thingie.
i can’t get enough of these stupid quizzes….
You are Morpheus, from “The Matrix.” You
have strong faith in yourself and those around
you. A true leader, you are relentless in your
persuit.
What Matrix Persona Are You?
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and one more….
You Are a Romantic Kiss!
You are an idealist, and unsurprisingly, you give the ideal kiss
Your kiss causes almost anyone to fall in love with you
And to be honest, you need to be falling a little to let your lips loose
No biggie… your kiss is worth the wait 
why should i get use to all the upheaval in my life? i know there’s a lot going on, because of moving….because i’m leaving….because i’m starting a new life in a new town. but why can’t i have something i can count on - back here in California. I know my family will always be there for me…..but we lost our house, a few years ago…..it’s like i can never go home……
i lost Princess and Bernie, my cat and dog - all that unconditional love……i don’t have that either.
my friends…..i seem to be losing touch with them….my two close friends barely return my calls….i don’t know if we can even hang out any more….not quite sure what’s appropriate - if i should keep calling and sound like a loser….or should i just wait for them to get in touch with me…..but waiting may be too late….i won’t be around for much longer….i leave for Chicago 12.26.03.
my job……no telecommuting for me……
not even sure about my love life. i know we’ll stay friends…..i’m not sure about anything else.
regardless….i do have my dreams. i have my faith. i have my family. that should be enough, yes?
i also have faith that everything will work out, some how. i just spoke to the detective handling my case - she found more evidence that adds more weight to my case. maybe someday - she will be able to put away that asshole who ripped up my life. i listened to this one perspective on NPR - a filmmaker compared dying of cancer to the experience of a rape victim. She said, sometimes a rape victim surrenders her body to protect the spirit. Maybe that was all I could do…..depsite my hankido training and despite my own self-respect - in the end, all I could do was close my eyes and pray that I will survive. yeah, I may be moving to Chicago - but I know my case is in good hands - I also plan on returning to testify, if the DA needs me. at least, i’m not giving up - i’m not simply accepting that this horrible thing has happened to me and there’s nothing i can do. instead - i’ve done almost everything i can do……i have one more letter to right….maybe the city of Berkeley and Oakland can help me out with this case….and put this asshole out of business.
as a side note - for any Bay Area folks out there - please AVOID Club One in Oakland……if you have any questions on that….ask me via email.
