Archive for March 3rd, 2004

grrr….more bad people with too much time on their hands…

got this message today - not planning on sending attachments out, any time soon :P

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There’s an e-mail message that is circulating on campus that has been generated by a variant of the Beagle computer virus. The message seems to come from a legitimate northwestern.edu e-mail address, it has an attachment that allegedly requires a numeric password to activate, and uses verbiage that is designed to scare you into action.

Please be advised that NU did not send this message to you. If you receive the message please do not click on the attachment in the e-mail message. You should also update your anti virus definitions and operating system patches on a regular basis to further protect yourself against infection (see http://www.it.northwestern.edu/getcontrol/index.html for more information).

Below is a sample of the type of message that this virus is circulating. Messages may vary as they continue to spread.


Date: Tue, 02 Mar 2004 16:19:19 -0500
To: xxx@northwestern.edu
Subject: Notify about your e-mail account utilization.
From: administration@northwestern.edu

Dear user of e-mail server “Northwestern.edu”,

Some of our clients complained about the spam (negative e-mail content) outgoing from your e-mail account. Probably, you have been infected by a proxy-relay trojan server. In order to keep your computer safe, follow the instructions.

For more information see the attached file.

For security purposes the attached file is password protected. Password is “31211″.

Cheers,
The Northwestern.edu team
http://www.northwestern.edu

very very annoying….but I would rather get these annoying emails….

i got another one, yesterday, that made me sad. the detective on my case contacted me……she’s worked on it for almost a year and i’m afraid they don’t have enought to convict the asshole. i need closure and i needed to hear from her. but i’m still sad at the possiblitiy my case, my experience will only be on paper. that this asshole will be able to continue doing those horrible things. that another girl, who doesn’t know, will get hurt. the christian side in me believes he needs help. the bruised side in me, still raw from the shock of reminders that pop up in my daily life, wants him caught and wants justice.

all i can count on right now, is my own healing. in the morning light, it’s easier to see i do have power and i am doing what’s best for myself now - loving mark, going to school, following my dreams.

i have to cling to this belief in myself. i have to believe i didn’t let this happen to me….sometimes it’s difficult to believe when i’m emotionally drained….when i don’t have my defenses up. like yesterday, when i was brain dead from my final.

 

a very late entry for theme thursday

i didn’t realize this was for last week….sorry!
Theme Thursday 2.25.04: unfinished

headquarters for Voices in the Wilderness in Andersonville.

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working for peace all over the world - an unfinished job….

 

beautiful song

i loved this musical…..i saw Rent on what should have been it’s last evening in San Francisco. I think it came back….it’s like Cats - people love it so much, that they’re not going to let it go.

it kind of reminds me of my relationship with mark. life is going on - seasons are changing and we can’t watch sunsets together, at least right now.

it’s so difficult to be apart. but we’re also learning how to be strong on our own. we’re also learning to be there for each other, even though we can’t find that physical comfort in a hug. i miss his hugs.

life goes on. we move on. but we still have each other.

“without you”

MAUREEN
Without you, the ground thaws, the rain falls, the grass grows. Without you, the seeds root, the flowers bloom, the children play. The stars gleam, the poets dream, the eagles fly, without you. The earth turns, the sun burns, but I die, without you. Without you, the stars roar the breeze warms, the girl smiles, the cloud moves. Without you, the tides change, the boys run, the oceans crash. The crowds roar, the days soar, the babies cry, without you. The moon glows, the river flows, but I die, without you.

MAUREEN & JOANNE
The world revives, colors renew, but I know blue, only blue, lonely blue, within
me blue.

MAUREEN
Without you. Without you the hand gropes, the ear hears, the pulse beats.

BOTH
Without you, the eyes gaze, the legs walk, the lungs breathe.

JOANNE
The mind churns!

MAUREEN
The mind churns!

JOANNE
The heart yearns!

MAUREEN
The heart yearns!

BOTH
The tears dry, without you. Life goes on, but Im gone.

MAUREEN
Cause I die, without you.

JOANNE
Without you.

BOTH
Without you

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ver. 2

ROGER
Where were you?
MIMI
I’m sorry I’m late…

ROGER
I know, You lost your keys. No, you went for a walk; you
had to help your mother. And how’s Benny? I’m going
upstairs tonight.

MIMI
That’s Not…

I Should Tell You
I Should…

Never mind…

ROGER
Happy Spring
(Roger leaves.)

MIMI
Without You
The Ground Thaws
The Rain Falls
The Grass Grows

Without You
The Seeds Root
The Flowers Bloom
The Children Play

The Stars Gleam
The Eagles Fly
Without You

The Earth Turns
The Sun Burns
But I Die
Without You

Without You
The Breeze Warms
The Girls Smile
The Cloud Moves

Without You
The Tides Change
The Oceans Crash

The Crowd Roars
The Days Soar
The Babies Cry
Without You

The Moon Glows
The River Flows
But I Die
Without You

ROGER
The World Revives

MIMI
Colors Renew

BOTH
But I Know Blue
Only Blue
Lonely Blue
Within Me, Blue
Without You

MIMI
Without You
The Hand Gropes
The Ear Hears
The Pulse Beats

ROGER
Without You
The Eyes Gaze
The Legs Walk
The Lungs Breathe

BOTH
The Mind Churns
The Heart Yearns
The Tears Dry
Without You

Life Goes On
But I’m Gone
Cause I Die

ROGER
Without You

MIMI
Without You

ROGER
Without You

BOTH
Without You