Archive for March 13th, 2004

well - i know it’s temporary….

So….Yahoo-Astrocenter told me I should go shopping to make myself feel better…..

A temporary emotional down could have you seeking to lift your own spirits by spending some money. Your taste and aesthetic sense are especially acute at this time, Kris, and you have the energy to go to numerous places until you find exactly what you want. Buy some new clothes, or something to dress up your home. Take care, however, to curb impulse buying. You might find yourself having to take a bunch of things back to the store!

i can get behind this therapy :)

it was a damn shitty day…..after my last interview in the afternoon I didn’t speak to another soul until about 11 pm last night. I kept my cell on silent - and ignored my email.

i should have remembered that journalism tends to attract people with a diva complex…..and it was frustrating to be ignored….

today is another day. more research - a little reading…..maybe some shopping :) i’m currently looking for a some nice black slacks that could be paired with anything…

at least it’s 35 degrees now….yesterday went below 20 - or something like that….

 

ignored

inspired by the last 24 hours…more or less

i’m banging my head inside my mind
i’m banging my head inside my mind
i’m banging my head inside my mind
i’m banging my head on a wall
inside my mind
wondering when it will be fine

can’t you hear me screaming?
behind these cool, calm eyes
can’t you see you’re boring me
one more heartache
one more taunt
one more roll of the eyes

yes, i know
you’re right, they were wrong
everything will be alright.

and i’ll keep

banging my head inside my mind
banging my head inside my mind
banging my head inside my mind
i’m banging my head on a wall
inside my mind
wondering when it will be fine

can’t you see me frustrated?
behind these kind, caring eyes
can’t you see you’re ignoring me?
running your mouth on another crisis
another heartache
another insult
and yes, i’m listening

but i had something to say
but i thought it was important
it’s ok, we’ll do it your way

go ahead….finish your thought

and i’ll keep

banging my head inside my mind
banging my head inside my mind
banging my head inside my mind
i’m banging my head on a wall
inside my mind
wondering when it will be fine

can’t you see you’re boring me?
can’t you see you’re ignoring me?
can’t you see you’re using me?
i’m your soundboarding
i’m your tech support
i’m your punching bag….

oh….
almost forgot

i’m your friend….

it doesn’t matter what i have to say
we’ll just do it your own way

and i’l keep….

banging my head outside my mind
banging my head outside my mind
banging my head outside my mind
i’m banging my head on a wall
or a desk
or a bedpost
anything hard and unyielding….

as you.

 

where do you belong?

You belong in the world of the laid-back, blue-sky lovers.
You belong on a lazy-day beach or anywhere where
you can set up a relaxing bench or chair and
watch the world go by. You don’t want to make
any changes, watching is enough to make you
content. The blue of the sky and the light of
day beat into your soul and you drift into the
world and around without harming anything or
making any ripples in the fabric of humanity.
Enjoy your peace, few have it, though few would
want it at the cost.

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