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tight rope

finished shooting my interview and stand-up by 8:30 this morning…working on a debate for this afternoon…..finishing editing tonight….got a 2500-word essay on soccer due Thursday….trying to be superwoman.

damn, I miss Mark and Cali already.

one week…


[from http://ps2media.ign.com]
and now….one song used for Karaoke Revolution….it really kicks your ass 🙂

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ignored

inspired by the last 24 hours…more or less

i’m banging my head inside my mind
i’m banging my head inside my mind
i’m banging my head inside my mind
i’m banging my head on a wall
inside my mind
wondering when it will be fine

can’t you hear me screaming?
behind these cool, calm eyes
can’t you see you’re boring me
one more heartache
one more taunt
one more roll of the eyes

yes, i know
you’re right, they were wrong
everything will be alright.

and i’ll keep

banging my head inside my mind
banging my head inside my mind
banging my head inside my mind
i’m banging my head on a wall
inside my mind
wondering when it will be fine

can’t you see me frustrated?
behind these kind, caring eyes
can’t you see you’re ignoring me?
running your mouth on another crisis
another heartache
another insult
and yes, i’m listening

but i had something to say
but i thought it was important
it’s ok, we’ll do it your way

go ahead….finish your thought

and i’ll keep

banging my head inside my mind
banging my head inside my mind
banging my head inside my mind
i’m banging my head on a wall
inside my mind
wondering when it will be fine

can’t you see you’re boring me?
can’t you see you’re ignoring me?
can’t you see you’re using me?
i’m your soundboarding
i’m your tech support
i’m your punching bag….

oh….
almost forgot

i’m your friend….

it doesn’t matter what i have to say
we’ll just do it your own way

and i’l keep….

banging my head outside my mind
banging my head outside my mind
banging my head outside my mind
i’m banging my head on a wall
or a desk
or a bedpost
anything hard and unyielding….

as you.

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beautiful song

i loved this musical…..i saw Rent on what should have been it’s last evening in San Francisco. I think it came back….it’s like Cats – people love it so much, that they’re not going to let it go.

it kind of reminds me of my relationship with mark. life is going on – seasons are changing and we can’t watch sunsets together, at least right now.

it’s so difficult to be apart. but we’re also learning how to be strong on our own. we’re also learning to be there for each other, even though we can’t find that physical comfort in a hug. i miss his hugs.

life goes on. we move on. but we still have each other.

“without you”

MAUREEN
Without you, the ground thaws, the rain falls, the grass grows. Without you, the seeds root, the flowers bloom, the children play. The stars gleam, the poets dream, the eagles fly, without you. The earth turns, the sun burns, but I die, without you. Without you, the stars roar the breeze warms, the girl smiles, the cloud moves. Without you, the tides change, the boys run, the oceans crash. The crowds roar, the days soar, the babies cry, without you. The moon glows, the river flows, but I die, without you.

MAUREEN & JOANNE
The world revives, colors renew, but I know blue, only blue, lonely blue, within
me blue.

MAUREEN
Without you. Without you the hand gropes, the ear hears, the pulse beats.

BOTH
Without you, the eyes gaze, the legs walk, the lungs breathe.

JOANNE
The mind churns!

MAUREEN
The mind churns!

JOANNE
The heart yearns!

MAUREEN
The heart yearns!

BOTH
The tears dry, without you. Life goes on, but Im gone.

MAUREEN
Cause I die, without you.

JOANNE
Without you.

BOTH
Without you

===

ver. 2

ROGER
Where were you?
MIMI
I’m sorry I’m late…

ROGER
I know, You lost your keys. No, you went for a walk; you
had to help your mother. And how’s Benny? I’m going
upstairs tonight.

MIMI
That’s Not…

I Should Tell You
I Should…

Never mind…

ROGER
Happy Spring
(Roger leaves.)

MIMI
Without You
The Ground Thaws
The Rain Falls
The Grass Grows

Without You
The Seeds Root
The Flowers Bloom
The Children Play

The Stars Gleam
The Eagles Fly
Without You

The Earth Turns
The Sun Burns
But I Die
Without You

Without You
The Breeze Warms
The Girls Smile
The Cloud Moves

Without You
The Tides Change
The Oceans Crash

The Crowd Roars
The Days Soar
The Babies Cry
Without You

The Moon Glows
The River Flows
But I Die
Without You

ROGER
The World Revives

MIMI
Colors Renew

BOTH
But I Know Blue
Only Blue
Lonely Blue
Within Me, Blue
Without You

MIMI
Without You
The Hand Gropes
The Ear Hears
The Pulse Beats

ROGER
Without You
The Eyes Gaze
The Legs Walk
The Lungs Breathe

BOTH
The Mind Churns
The Heart Yearns
The Tears Dry
Without You

Life Goes On
But I’m Gone
Cause I Die

ROGER
Without You

MIMI
Without You

ROGER
Without You

BOTH
Without You

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something to bop my head to…

heard this first in Clueless

I Wanna Be A Supermodel Lyrics
Jill Sobule

I don’t care what my teacher says
I’m gonna be a supermodel

And everyone is gonna dress like me
Wait and see
When I’m a supermodel

And my hair will shine like the sea
And everyone will wanna look just like me

Cause I’m young, and I’m hip and so beautiful
I’m gonna be a supermodel
‘Cuz I’m young, and I’m hip and so beautiful

I’m gonna be a supermodel

I wish that I was like Tori Spelling
With a car like hers, and a dad like hers
And I will show them how, how it was done
And that’d be fun; that’d be fun
And I’d write my school report
On “Why I love my jeans; why I love my jeans”
And oh! On my locker door

It’s the coolest thing that you’ve ever seen

‘Cuz I’m young, and I’m hip and so beautiful
I’m gonna be a supermodel
‘Cuz I’m young, and I’m hip and so beautiful
I’m gonna be a supermodel

I didn’t eat yesterday
And I’m not going to eat today
And I’m not going to eat tomorrow

‘Cuz I’m going to be a supermodel

‘Cuz I’m young, and I’m hip and so beautiful
I’m gonna be a supermodel
(Repeat to fade)

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i get $6 bucks an hour!

a tune running around in my head…like a chicken with it’s head cut off…..

Lyrics for Princess Superstar Singles

Bad Babysitter (feat. High & Mighty)
(C. Kirschner, E. Meltzer, M. Berger)
Produced by DJ Mighty Mi for Eastern Conference Productions. Eonic Verbal Tunes (BMI), 1972unes (BMI), Figs.D Music, Inc. (BMI)/Budde Music c/o The Bicycle Music Company. Concetta Music (BMI).

Babysitting sucks but whatever they got junk food, kung fu, egg fu, Dig Dug, a dog too
And a hot Jew, Mr. Weintraub, I mean he’s old but not dimed out
If I’m bad I’ll turn around in the corner for Time Out
Aight Josh what you wanna do? You wanna watch cartoons?
HBO got Platoon, hey get back in the room!
I assume your folks are gonna be out late, go make me Kool Aid
I’m a sit on the couch and masturbate then call my boyfriend Gabe and see if he ate
Spit out my Bubbalicious and get to one of them big fridges that could fit 10 midgets
Damn they’re rich, hey she left me fifty dishes-bitch!
Let’s try on ya mom’s minks think she’ll miss these Chanel links?
In high heels you look like Jar Jar Binks- go play under the sink
(I want my mommy and daddy!) I want your daddy as well
But if you tell, you’ll die of sickle cell and God told me you’re goin straight to hell
Well if you don’t like it I can leave and then you’ll be alone believe me that’s what the creepy monsters want
Plus I’ll be taking your TV
Put on your jammers and don’t wet the bed I got a camera
I’ll take a picture and show that little girl you like Sarah
Oh and one more thing- there’s been several mass murderers spotted in the area
I’m a bad babysitter, got my boyfriend in your shower, Woo! I’m makin 6 bucks an hour
Let’s make Fluffernutters don’t fuckin utter another peep
I’ll take the cookie cutter make star cookies outta ya skin while you sleep
Keep still, I gotta check the bathroom cabinet hey what are these pills?
I’ll take the Valium Josh you take a bag and the Tagament
Stop throwin up I’m not paid enough you clean up the rug
Is that Fluff? I told you 6 boxes of unmade Jell-O was too much All right kid you gotta go to bed, I know its only 6 but my boy just came over and he wants me to give him head
Sit his bare ass on the couch where you watch Small Wonder
Next time you see Vicky the spot’ll be sticky cuz I sucked his dicky and used your mom’s cucumber
Don’t worry I’ll put it back in the Frigidaire
Scared? You can have it for supper nice and crisp in the Tupperware
No bedtime story, Gabe get off you’re so horny!
Josh get in bed and Freddie Krueger might let you see your mom in the mornin
No porn and shut the shade Gabe-
One day you’ll know how nice it is to get laid while you gettin paid

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lying beside you

Journey: Open Arms

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busy day

so – one more photo web thingie to try out…..
pbase.com/queenkv

please let me know what ya think….I uploaded pix from the day we found out Jennifer’s moving in with us – to our little house in the Richmond Hills….

gene is so dreamy! i love this song 🙂

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busy day

plenty of screwed up computers to keep me occupied….

the other day, i had some tech dudes from wurster ask me about the wireless access points. i didn’t feel comfortable giving them the tour of the place, so i told them to email helpdesk and that the chief sys admin dude would help them out.

then one asked , “I don’t mean to be rude, but is it that you don’t know where they are or that you can’t tell us?”

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smile

i heard this tune, first in Charlie Chaplin’s movie: Modern Times….it’s my favorite song ever.

it’s timeless….and when Nat King Cole sings it – it echoes everything that is beautiful and yet sad, at least for me

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i’m with you

i have this tune running around my head…..her voice is so filled with yearning and frustration and that’s pretty much where i am right now.

i have so meetings i have to sit through and the pain is so raw, inside. it seems like, as i’m sitting down at the meeting table, a professional poker face plastered on – i have this wall i keep ramming my head into. simply to feel anything other than shame and heartache.

i don’t know who i’m with….i guess, i’m wishing for someone to take me home

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