yeah….I got paired up with the tinest girl in Hankido, today – and she was also the one tossing me the hardest. I think she was one of the students from the martial arts university in Korea. I learned a lot from her. She also slammed her knee into the bone, right next to that cervix bone…..I was on the floor for a bit….it hurt – but I was able to keep going….no problem…..mineral ice to the rescue!
I had a wierd dream the other night. I was getting ready for halloween. for some reason, i had on my blue fairy costume from my junior year in college…..yeah the one I used for the UC chorale Halloween ShinDig….I was annoyed with myself- I wanted to dress up as a MBA Businessman. So, I stripped off my costume and tossed on some slacks, a tie, and a button-down shirt. (yes, in that order). I couldn’t get my arm through that shirt. It fit fine, but the hole for the arm was too tight. I was standing in front of my mirror – with my vanity lights turned on. I didn’t understand why I couldn’t fit into that costume…
After thinking about it a bit – it makes sense. I can’t fit into a costume I wasn’t meant for. Sure, my current job helped me pay the bills, my loans, and helped keep a roof over my bro’s head as he finished up college – but my current job wasn’t ME. It never fit. No matter how hard I try, I couldn’t generate any real passion for it…..Got kinda bitter about putting my dreams on hold…..
Now, only 9 more weeks until I head up to Chicago.