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inspired by the last 24 hours…more or less

i’m banging my head inside my mind
i’m banging my head inside my mind
i’m banging my head inside my mind
i’m banging my head on a wall
inside my mind
wondering when it will be fine

can’t you hear me screaming?
behind these cool, calm eyes
can’t you see you’re boring me
one more heartache
one more taunt
one more roll of the eyes

yes, i know
you’re right, they were wrong
everything will be alright.

and i’ll keep

banging my head inside my mind
banging my head inside my mind
banging my head inside my mind
i’m banging my head on a wall
inside my mind
wondering when it will be fine

can’t you see me frustrated?
behind these kind, caring eyes
can’t you see you’re ignoring me?
running your mouth on another crisis
another heartache
another insult
and yes, i’m listening

but i had something to say
but i thought it was important
it’s ok, we’ll do it your way

go ahead….finish your thought

and i’ll keep

banging my head inside my mind
banging my head inside my mind
banging my head inside my mind
i’m banging my head on a wall
inside my mind
wondering when it will be fine

can’t you see you’re boring me?
can’t you see you’re ignoring me?
can’t you see you’re using me?
i’m your soundboarding
i’m your tech support
i’m your punching bag….

oh….
almost forgot

i’m your friend….

it doesn’t matter what i have to say
we’ll just do it your own way

and i’l keep….

banging my head outside my mind
banging my head outside my mind
banging my head outside my mind
i’m banging my head on a wall
or a desk
or a bedpost
anything hard and unyielding….

as you.